deja View

out of Context;
‘growth on the dark side born into the bright colors of that swirling sun and this galaxy the home to so many things that range the mystic scope of reality on into the extinctual or legendary status to be remade into yet another fetus with a chance at thrusting out externally, thus forcing selected orders out of the way as slates need to be blanked before the reset or reboot can begin to impel an event horizon to dawn anew instead of this glacial pace that seems to wither patience away to anger and frustration as painful moves are made and choices are betrayed for that unhealthy practice of hoarding whatever an individual besides yourself might need or want to keep to secure one’s own contented viewpoint oblivious to a large amount of the fascism…’




myriad small creatures

feel inspired to write my own ‘anniversary’ post. it’s the fourth so there’s all fireworks and stuff going off right now and I realized it’s been just a couple days over a year since i moved here. i think mainly i’m inspired by the water breakthrough… after spending hours decyphering and sketching out the specs to get hook up to city water (hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh). I see it clearly.

((Going up there last week spur of the moment, exploring and deciding on a building spot, clearing some trees BY SELF(!)… has made it all so much more visible in my mind’s eye. Like the position of the little house i have designed, the details are flooding in now.  had a great day taking off according to my passion rather than thinking i need to plan and condense into fewer trips. Why? There’s …




we Disgust trust…

out of Context;
‘through artists and their art interpreting that stunted growth of the constant repetition in nature as the obstacles might appear hazily as though from a distance unable to be as measured until the external mode of reality is breached by these especially pointed objectives of life and light that absorb upon landing the rabid distinctions that can hastily pull people from one task to another in the blink of an eye… the debate raging onward…’




this Perpetual lie

out of Context;
‘affixed before it burns out with the white heat of opportunism run amok without the civilized drive that we speak of as being any superior function to these organic portals confused as computers at this level in development which is false as the flesh circuitry we are born with works on many subtle parts or subconscious layers that permit trivial variation, but only as long as the organism is not cut down or made to be in a detrimental state where very few items of sense float on as around these memories ebb and flux…’




the Pan tease

out of Context;
‘learning how to manage one’s own timeline through this continuum as the right passage will get you truly what that is you feel your heart’s delight deserves then life passes right into many phrases where observation and patience are keys to a kingdom that needs no castles or knights serfs nor slaves to redeem any of the valuable connections scattered and jamming all of the subtle frequencies around us as particles or motes floating like dust unseen as that fierce wind the deep sense of triviality embedded in the procession… tossing around the people and places caught in a tornado of souls as we all interact with each other…’




retrAbuse…

out of Context;
‘in these conformist mosh pits of splendid filth and ecstasy jostling our accreditation through a restless intimidated release as energy is exhausted by this criminal age experiencing itself subjectively everyone a bad guy inches away from doing a dastardly deed or two when the time comes as respect for the obscene pushes us into classic struggles with morality and chance, but we never stopped acting children even as we grow-up to then become this conceptual human fleeting following all standards to ease our relationships with others into that pool of drowning possibilities potentially lost tossed to the four corners where perhaps magic can exist without the consensus pressure of society Now taunting the natives…’




Fodder’s decay

out of Context;
‘as salesman, a rusting hustler still mining the opportunism where the dream once stood before subversion became the hunt and the sport over a ridiculously condensed amount of time with the game being the massive of people we are as much a part of as the rest lost in the dire shuffle thinking money is the solution as financial systems collapse for those not at the top of the heap reaping the rewarding and benefits yet a claim that no one else is responsible for the accumulation of that wealth, but this is of course false as a flag burning defiles our national integrity in flaming retribution in lifetimes of filth and hopelessness…’




living like a Narco-leper…

out of Context;
‘ease the discomfort of bizarre altered states thought a better alternative to the blackout that hits to defenestrate the helpless mind out of the window of the soul once that threshold has been reached because there is only a tiny spectrum of “good time” before the closing just as hard as the initial launch, but these things are only the most positively effective when there is a respect for the humble qualities of the cherished fix pride burning out those without the slightest developed respect for either plant nor animal only the chase for that mode outside of one’s own specifics to attempt reality testing as personally-divulged tool in assessing a safety and the general attitude of the environment as it crosses our paths Here… restricted by an absent authority that believes itself inevitable…’




Quote o’ the Month – June 2016

“Reality is what we take to be true. What we take to be true is what we believe. What we believe determines what we take to be true.”
~ David Bohm; american scientist, theoretical physicist and philosopher.




wow, 10 years?

Just wanted to say how cool it is that you’ve gotten / made so much out of this site. After setting up sites for multiple friends and them not doing much if anything with them, I guess way back in 2006 I didn’t expect you would necessarily find it useful. But wow, you took it and ran with it. You utilized it much the way I had envisioned you might, and THEN SOME –a lot, actually. It’s always a good feeling when a site I install makes someone’s life better or more interesting. Even more when it’s my bestest most devoted friend. And 10 years of solid creative expression is no small feat!

OK, so I think a nod to those last 10 years is appropriate. Remember where we were that day I suggested making the site, and you said …