…the Brooding thoughts…

…i contain so much of these aspects that ratio out the suffering to scale, cutting dark emotions letting themselves in through means of manipulation, the intense anxiety only seems to build as so much seems out of place to us… looking to equivalents of guidance prized as traditional modes of being and behavior, we seek endless pursuits of distraction by habit that only seems to be leading if not moderated wisely to our shared misery, yet we find ourselves so easily trapped and oppressed by the perceived forces-that-be to a point of surrender… that dying of crying a new day dawning vicious for the needs of many people to thrive on what little thoughts as foods we choose to let enter our lives unwittingly though knowingly permitting these qualities to obscure all our localized awareness of this life, there is always so much to say in an automatic way although needed efficiency to clear up terms of service warps enshrouding the future further around us almost too close as to perhaps commit one to fits of discomfort that erratic strait jacket side retarding sudden search and seizures that shake one up obviously, and this is why we are so serious all the time with the wit and humor having to break on through those empty invisible walls we erect to protect our shallow interests in soft-serving our egos before allowing another behind the facade that seems to “make us happy” in the optimally-delusional sense of the phrase… triggering all of us in our timing to go through phases as reflections of the animal traits we possess beyond these faces deeper on into strands of perhaps localized ancestral information sometimes to catch us off-guard when we somehow learn not to fear, which is to say not to let others use your fear against you because as somewhat evolved creatures it is foolish to think that a human camaraderie is necessarily universal or respected though the truth is that it is earned for the most part once anyone learns to navigate spaces on the social exchange, too many brutal souls thinking that the mission is to bring everyone and anyone down to their level when instead the opposite appears much closer to the us leveling out Here at an altitude unreasonable for most entities to breathe in their respective body suits without some kind of supplied adaptation… technology gearing us up for all scenarios and variables not just those that appear within our functional scope of reason or the rational logic that applies Here to assess the situation while trying to fathom the symbols arranged in the patterns that aptly make a tight strung sense upon sinew of thought taught the ways and means that cannot be bought, and yet some people will buy themselves away with ease from having to labor away into the delivery of omens and dreams as those same such others can barely think trying to have their terms apply to us means constraint not control even though this is a blatant and unforgiving lie meant in subduing any and all individuals to whom do not control themselves in a way seen as effective by the authority considered Here to have the oversight, that attitude rudely abrupt and apt to interrupt the proceedings by enforcing rules through psychic policing roles within the self imprinted with material washing our sensibilities with caustic soda holy waters bathing outlooks in fear and a dreadful expectation yet to be found dead in the streets gunned down by another unknown assailant keeping up with the new patterns of human behavior nature has adopted…

thanks, khet_:/

Posted by :\_khet on September 22nd, 2023 in b for Boyg..., backwash, blogging, critical concepts, dark thoughts, Miscellaneous, personal afflictions, poetry archives, practical theory, rants & raves, world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.

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