…thAngstless…

…peculiar evils we deal with none lesser than the others just different Here in the midst of never making sense if only to align ourselves with mistakes and its negative iconography misconstrued as an altruistic god whose will is our own as there is no real freedom once locked inside the bodies in motion critical of other movements affecting all those chosen to take the brunt of the forces at work exchanging currency for energy and time as well as reduction of willingness to submit oneself to that kind of systemic abuse leaving deep scars recurring in flesh and thought, as caught traveling through forbidden zones without a guide to manage the leverage one requires to survive this wasteland on more than the kindness of strangers who may utilize you for their own ulterior motives making us all puppets in the toolbox at various points whenever a utility or that acquired value by becoming living commodity for faceless others because of the range of creeps it is better Here they will say to not remember what they look like evading responsibility for their deplorable actions done as long as no one catches them in the act or with other charges, beast of many names crawls out from our mouths in shapes of darkness moving as though autonomous tendrils flicking switches in the brains of people without their awareness tricked into thankless tasks that are not a remedy but a trophy of bad growth seen day by day wandering by a faraway look in the little eye contact made seemingly distant actions crippled by tame compulsion compared to lame dysfunction turned resentful and apprehensive riddled by doubts near constant stresses trying to impress upon any common philosophy student how language languished that it engages youths told to look away from proof… changing the labels does not deter from knowing that the most dangerous monsters are really people thought trustworthy enough but as we have learned becomes lamented twisting misstep still walking forward through whatever needling nerves sharp agony attacks again stabbing the brain senseless into not thinking only acting as puppet dancing dangling hoping for relief from dark emotions traumatically triggering turmoil boiling to the surface as deterrent against social inception under the auspice that people are basically evil themselves with solitude being one of few answers available for anyone capable to find somewhere free of being hassled and harassed, by some people who never question but allow themselves to be fully lodged within daily onslaughts of annoyance enough to further become puppets to the general law that forces us into cruelty upon others when we have the ability of working together just as easily than causing others to fail somehow playing out melodramatic self-fulfilling prophecy shaking people awake to the respect one deserves to be observed Here somehow justified in being the bad guy if it leads that overtly used practical scheming to get results from a bankrupt series of situations rearranging emotions to suppress all angst inherently involving humans, stemming from the natural faults in our perceptions and the ways we choose to perceive then complain about so little we are apparently able to understand coherently without faulting ourselves for personal mistakes on the way to learning better as machines of maturation slowly through decades wearing against us in natural erosion of these forms petty gems of wisdom flare out from gaseous overbearing sources that conflicted the struggles and troubles to coax coherent pieces from the overall abstract cultural mess like parts of a jigsaw puzzle spread out in front of us each one fixated upon some purposeful details…

thanks, khet_:/

Posted by :\_khet on April 12th, 2024 in a for Anagogy..., backwash, blogging, critical concepts, dark thoughts, Miscellaneous, personal afflictions, practical theory, rants & raves, world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.

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