…let ‘cation edge You down with the syndrome…
…their coming to get your barbarian schism living dread zombie storming normal capitalized at the slaughter going on death as funny taboo because institutions gravitate toward unstable stars in this cosmos cramming as much valuable entertainment are selling involuntary celibates as willing to receive these disturbed signals flashing deeply retreating flatulent stink upraised warning interlopers lurking close to the reserved apprehension of docile puppetry wired to follow the instincts of their masters speaking without voices while acting out miming domesticated by compromised situations condemning those aware to insecure fears harnessing the inappropriate movements of animals rutting in public shameless intercourse, recreation built for social indulgences taciturn germs we spread diseased tantrums of excess and ignorance are allowed because of being so redundantly affluent Here betrayed by as much our own willingness to be pretentious as we wanna be in capitalist abundance which is complicit facilitator in the world financial standard fundamentally intrinsic at this point in history spiked with deceit by probable causes for fraudulent behavior ambivalent false awakening presuming requiring and admiring from afar these proposed absolutes vicariously lucid dreaming all throughout but there is no exit satisfying enough to creating only positive strides forward free of negative influence, resonates with different types of people communal experiences defined by hippies started in solid ideals though lacked stability to redeem all but small tribes and families able to duck and cover when necessary to survive occasional harsh pogroms sometimes formed by the people themselves terrifying their own groups of trust with suspicion again not as stable as suspected but somehow the loyalty of others becomes committed to an objective bias even though unaware subjects may appear awake given their actions and acquiescence taking orders catching sights of yourself submissively emotional doormat attracting abuse collected dirty bruises insisting not to trust… wounded scars evoking anyone targeted vaguely similar to become perpetrators whom perpetually yearn to hurt others requiring self moderation in order to discipline oneself in that journey of breaking down perfection as conceptual not realistic because the pressure is constant as human creatures there are many levels and layers structured personally around sustained survival throughout the turmoils and traumas of life colliding from awkward angles suspending disbelief leaning into distrust as society shifts goals and their lines marking boundaries we barely pay attention to while doing the multitude of things the random individual does every day Here keeping systems going, trifling trial separation from tribulation temporarily as the moments succumb to endings as anything else of adequate equation surmised as specific case by case basis trying not to be mistaken by token distractions allowing for things to appear as they are not culminating in frustrated contests of willpower pushing others around administrations of various people in sects and sectors to cohabitate beyond singular support systems affecting easily sorts of social independence once an ideal contentment is attained boldly upping confidence tricks in trading emotional spaces efficiently between entities clearly not quite of this world inhabiting bodies are undertaking sub-generous plots, hardly capable of understanding let alone taking oneself seriously in this experience except for oneself chopping away at that ephemeral detritus conveniently labeled information to conquer the vastness of that which we can only contain glimpses siphon off its glory while using the stacked carcasses to build our homes Here thought constructs delightfully our own where only we allow others to enter into our sacred heart personal design no matter how crusted bitter and resentful foisting our way through bullshit to find truth sighted as vision or dream connecting thoughts and substance underneath skins at rest and in motions moving…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on November 20th, 2024 in critical concepts, personal afflictions, rants & raves, y for Ylem.... You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.