…watch out for Vampirism siphoning life…
…will we or would we not plunge head first into the ablyss if offered some good deal that could compel the personal level on individuals only known to them that commits sacrificing the icing on the cake for letting them eat their face or ass as can be substituted into adrift of the phrase common consequence in creating complete jobbies of human beings maiming mutilating and doing whatever they can to coordinate the end times their way at least vying to become some first to make intense changes to this trajectory of trauma and tragedy haphazardly in avoiding our fears, some compelled will have to live through to interpret the best Here of all possible outcomes in crumbling systems all of us taking risks being in society as part of the larger eugenic survival of the fittest weighs counting odds stacking against others taught odd characters as valves opening devolve this general civilized personality into going suspiciously plagued by hatred growing bloated in watery ways only described after corpses float up to the surface for forensic discrepancy scrutinized by scientists and detectives alike as our composure wicked from deterioration that has certainly grown stronger the more death replaces all life, throughout it thoroughly dead inside and trying to hide the wasting wasted time that existential dread used in filling the gaps grotesque by mating hideous things together woefully pungent wafting odors through decadent moments fleeting character casting shadows every step forward into where darkness searches for guiding lights of the soul though stuck wandering restless living ghosts craving life most too lazy and constrained by maybes to execute the wrong programming for civilized society to handle properly causing mayhem both locally and on broader scope and scale leading to painful sacraments of obligatory compensation for existing Here taking valuable space… panatrophy up in this banana republic its horrible administrative actions called into question for infected investing by infesting convinced people with sectioning off and settling down ready for nature to take its courses stabilizing whether malignant or malign barely enough insights to guide our lives outside of daily routines already set patience as polite siphoned right out of our skulls relentless emotional blinders only refilled with restless anger triggered focusing in on what sustains pressure to stay angry projecting it outward against all who evoke wrath in this state of mind sometimes on high acquired harnessing direct attacks with intelligence, are devices and techniques isolating nihilistic apanthropy subsequently inflicted by the self Here aware lodged in being for awhile as long as creature comforts remain certain holding us in step with maintaining survival in such affluent settings as possible in maturity making our hinges creak and crack so too inevitable forces are working subtly to break us each down through sensual erosion signalling how close we are to doomed as interminable acceptance must be attained once confirming of these conduits or else human hubris and ego get in the way and we cannot find ourselves able of letting go spiritually, constipated of even joyous horrors in that strained attempt to understand another perspective though failing miserably enough these instances haunt individual confidence and certainty claiming surety calmly when other details are unstable and constantly shifting leaving one frustrated and compromised by distrust as in oneself more than others capable of taking advantage once the weakness is spotted by our sample exploiter aiming for deception to attain the respect and attention of their quarry once identified as such then to somehow be cornered in vulnerable position under particular dominance plays with best results coming when there is little to no resistance…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on February 14th, 2025 in $atan's $cratches, backwash, Miscellaneous, rants & raves, v for Vetanda.... Both comments and pings are currently closed.