an Expansion of Self
we absorb and separate energies which come and go within our personal systems whether raw information or filtered knowledge that gets into us, we find the need to assess and re-calibrate the internal workings by these markings which may appear minor ordeal from the outside eyes prying into your business asking for explanation when there are none forthcoming, and berated into the tight place that others seem to be so familiar with finding you in situations used as the secular practical enveloping vision that a person you know would say they think is the real ‘you’… always in a state of doing whatever we want to do even with rules and laws and roles to fill in blanks as the odd rebel within closes off the dilation of energy used by this current system, in effect telling the overwrought carapace of society to go ‘fuck itself’ as a way to push back against the tensions and pressures as tends to build up between all people today as conflicted as yesterday, but is this because we lose our formal ideas of self in a mindless following of orders as we think we have trust invested or putting ourselves into positions where the modern form of animal adaptation takes into consideration the social obstacles as well as the physical… both mind and body adapting to life in a scope as microcosm and macrocosm enmesh in the hidden spaces among what reveals an emotional truth, but no proof is easily produced as assembly line quality searching out in some refined state that allows even the most brazenly stupid and unaware no matter how wealthy one appears to be able to understand, why should i be one to have those cues common to confusion after eating the words of your saviors like turds for scatological needs in order to study a reverse engineering the patterns of demon logic that seize the people who seem to lose faith in their idling profits a lot of nervous energy that cannot be consumed without questioning in the masters’ ways… those who become freaks controlled by their controlling frequency demanding more from them than others who might know better or who might think with an alternate perception looking in from a different angle, but of the ones whose vision leads them into devising a pattern which can explain everything from a mind craving with curiosity and focused intention the break from the chaos that tends to break everyone else around them, not these freaks however committing every one of the mental moments they have awake and aware of the worst scenarios as the what happens next the minutes haste away any real advantages… take steps to watch our backs as the slack gets stretched into the vague distance of time/ space as memory will permit release in some bizarre revelry to which we express this delirium tremor as it ripples through us and our spirits, staining us human with guilt and worry as it clouds over the more positive notes kept at bay from our imaginative ability to envision by the calamitous side of our ego thinking about all the obnoxious noises that people can make so distracting, and yet we are partially cascading down a mount of as cosmic a proportion as the universe can muster as the mastery hits the skids in this part of town where junkies and sleazoids vie for petty dominance and discretion not the better parts of valor as it is never better to avoid conflict… we are always learning through conflict as it pulls us into participation like a social gravity where we are held to our highest moral codes to turn the other cheek and so on so forth into some cast-off abyss where our parts are re-appropriated into different combinations as we may perceive in this dream, a drama ever unraveling as it expands out beyond the known horizon as an access point to be able to turn these energies into bliss or just to exist fragmentary to this reality portrayed, but the masters’ edge returns to manipulate again trained beliefs and resonant misinformation as it swirls around inside as much outside of us as our own greatest heroes and worst enemies… the route through the amazing is personal and exciting though never easy on everyone even as we all seem to jump right into the fire in order to participate Here beyond simple averages engrained to toe the line keeping this system intact, an eerie interactive and tactile sensation as outreaching hands to scan over you and your aura to glean the nature of your person’s reality as human example pulled from the flock or herd of common humanity, and the easier to base statistics of current world events and predictions yet to be fulfilled as the scope of the willfully on task narrows to set sights upon that plateau arising emerging from the unknown as the enlightened beset upon by ignorant obligations… laced around the shoes as an anchor chains one to the bottom of sea change locomotion of thick liquid chaos tumbling for terror to ascension as achieved by each individual member of this tribe we can all claim some rights from, humanity peaks assessing the freaks and the phonies who would twist compassion into compensation from the unwitting dupe to enchant the scraps of person by speaking their language, and it is the ones who think they “know” they are right only to figure out the patterns which only work for them alone as it begins to inform them rudely about the moving massive of those who cannot see the same… so we have been trained…
Thanks, khet.
Posted by :\_khet on August 14th, 2013 in blogging, e for Esemplasy..., rants & raves, s for Semon..., subdued wisdom, world at large. You can leave a response or trackback from your own site.