…Sadisficient…
…acutely aware of stones when caught in my shoes labored movement through the brutal world as we know it living walking harnessing energy intrinsically with each step building momentum in efficient breakdown as darkest before the breakthrough in its dawning of being enlightened behaviors becoming wisdom though most of the time seeing mistakes made as the was-dumb until that oh-yeah moment of eureka gone sideways some might assume that endarkenment would easily subsume whatever we deem worthy of calling a soul whether broken off personal pieces as talisman of the world soul going rogue amidst others who are roaming, if they want to be nomads practicing no madness in their chosen solitude by lifestyle and traditional expressions holding still the waters that run deep inside whose hide is this meddling skein bloated by the meat and organs organized as creatures recklessly achieving without regard for the distinct charisma that acts as a social gravity pulling us closer to conclusions of consequence breaking across lines in the sands of time corrupted by humanity’s hands alive today setting the spinning dials and pushing the buttons to enforce the desired controls over machines fabricated to reiterate further better versions of itself taking out flaws, cold direct and mechanical by some involved interpretations suspended disbelief cruel to the touch golden triggering in exploited pony boys for horsepower establishing support systems that all my work and skills as with any other individuals are harvested utilizing any energy thus produced to yield new screams from the slop punished for being exactly what they have chosen to become yet condemned to house these ghosts for another lifetime grown to appease fly flesh lords whose wings have been torn loose leaving empty husk eyes to look upon with sunken tortured senses wild from the self-inflicted blindness wandering aimlessly… this brutal circus passed out and around from rides to performers admission we pay but waiting lined up to be molested by depraved creatures undesired by others though still desiring those normative amenities routines and rituals interwoven with this being of human wondering what the cumulative effect rippling nervous through the system disrupting amicable interface Here interminably linked to everything else bridging gaps and chasms as long as there are appropriate resources from which to draw upon for visceral diversion such as repurposing lake water to satisfy necessities of cities and homes miles away so do words motivate, technically serving the selfish ostensible and obstinate as charlatans making predatory movements as if their apparent ugly character isn’t moved advancing toward victims of messianic attraction which calls for a response following the volumes of pages now memorizing to keep the devil at bay as though voice of god reiterating verses from within such terribly haunted places Here born excessively taught that we receive demonic forces because we’re so filthy from birth while some people are leading lives of efficient sadism hurting the only ones they truly love themselves when everyone else seems less working towards diminishing returns, others regarding with near-prophylactic aversion stereotyping in hypocritical hypochondria discriminating germs for their germanity as shaming gnats for relentless gNazi agitation using a silent little g as with insignificant gods spreading a wide variety of vague judgments taking place at intervals trying when people are most vulnerable to these kinds of subtle attacks overreacting to the points of enacting vicious ability handicapping because of what others may think and their opinions only holding weight within your own mind thusly allowing the worst aspects of how you envision them to be that facsimile representing criticism taking up residence and activating urgent contradiction therein without mercy…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on April 26th, 2024 in backwash, blogging, critical concepts, dark thoughts, Miscellaneous, personal afflictions, practical theory, rants & raves, s for Semon..., world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.