…technical semantics of secular ‘neck Romantics…
…edifarce as terrestrial extras we become nightmare clowns puppeteers of different spheres arrival at surprisal in malaise states no one gets away from the perverted world of adults unscathed instead infectious idealized lies when romanticizing trauma to detrimental effect malarial stochastic process turned martial plan finding common ways for text to define social efficiency as much as structures we have created and maintain being positive edifice of ourselves Here extension of dystopian idealization for civilization sharpened to an absolute point system doing its best to infuse our previous cultures with these dominant taints Now in moments we deal with reality, studious attempts at figuring out meaning from nothing noble or notable by such extensions assuming the worst but hoping for the best results are lost in the nevermind not nirvana as this physical station implies explicitly temporary fixes to what ails us spiritually if one can call it such without specifics being called into question Here explanation through enucleation desensitized by gory violence enacted redacted with eyes removed then thrown away lethally optic defenestration from which there are no logical defenses once the possession sets in and causes oneself to do this to themselves eyeless events horizontal causing distressful oblivion, when so many places resemble hell the only word most hope there never to be aspects of it used to articulate happenstance instinct sewn throughout this cosmic experience our only quality in retaining vital clues arranged to be direct in some ways reality able to be far worse than our imaginations can conjure from what little information that we can hold onto with memory reflex tedious though necessary for nuanced levels of subtlety meaning into external machinery even when tasks such as these can at best be numbing the person ornery to other people when having to interact and converse… is it better to put thoughts and opinion toward processes with others together sharing in the same patterns rather than hold them inside overtly cautious enough to forego obsequies scary and obsequious risks unseen by those not part of some local structure familial density primeval evidence as rivals of destiny old obscenery at our core collective Here assimilated as we are meeting the slow disintegration within us perpetual fixation when everything seems inevitable eventually from this distance submitting to pragmatic social mechanics between sense and reference as psychosomatic metaprogramming in some instances Here cauterized by capitalistic coercion becoming burnt offerings, cesspool seneschals wading through the filth and dread accumulated dredge and social sewage left from past despots reigns of terror where idiots like us are required to prove their worth through the ritual disfigurement called life Here shun sine blind from sustaining strange as divine edificant momentum tearing through connective fabric constantly shifting loyalties being only truly loyal to that selfish walking and talking persona projected onto others weakness as much strength tainting traits incidental solipsism working both ways in binary relays transcending beyond merely physical signals transceiving through these bodies foregoing the suffering tethers despising how they anchor us, or how we settle ourselves at the first signs of acceptance from another person because those few shared dots of communication and interest connecting personal boundaries together through experiential data similar enough pushing whatever inherent dangers might be obvious to others aside dismissed or plainly ignorant and tired at having to deal with this rare intersection that the individuals introspective questions mean threats to harmony from outside perspectives who only seek their own selfish fortunes if logical fates would let them rape pillage and plunder anything and everything in their paths not all on this heathen earth are like this…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on January 6th, 2025 in $atan's $cratches, blogging, practical theory, r for Rheme..., world at large. Both comments and pings are currently closed.