anguished Prep.
you cannot hide from the darkness of the soul, and certainly not in the form of some vital religious swill, and you musn’t take it too personally ever because that is how they win… the workplace is by degrees the new fascist regime, this is because people get naturally greedy/ needy to get what they desire, and many of these people are crazed by the Lord for a reason… human is the traitor of spirit, at the center of a chain link between our suprahuman understanding, and the base and primal aspects of our animal ignorance… everybody tries to be loyal to something, but most of us need to be more loyal to ourselves instead of using the lie repeatedly, mouth-breathing preachers on radios and televisions that stimulate crowds raving and screaming out to keep the queers in check, and the attacks of a demon off their backs… with the most polite non-sexual manner available… the blind looking to one myth as the guiding force to explain the things that happen, most people forget truth because of the confusing the amount of double meanings to things, and the faith most people speak of is a kind of spiritual masturbation anyway… i am the vulgar hybrid man-child, a son of dysfunction, and i am Here to spread my words… whether completely valid or impetuous to say the least, the ignorant qualities in humanity analogous in equivalent to the soldiers of a national army, but our intellect remains the option of either becoming a tyrant over the physical realm or a unique benevolent overseer to guide our innocent potential for cosmic bliss to its conclusion… dressing up in an isolated and conservative town, if that manner is relative more so to a Victorian appeal as opposed to an athletic or consumer static visage of hypocrisy… top hat and tails are what make the outfit, and dressing down is necessary to blend in with the micro-minded officiators of the general trends among all of these so-called real people… they hate us just as we hate them, the only difference is that there is none really in this swampy atmosphere of sorrowful dismay, and we try to be something better only when we cannot stand who we really are on the inside… i wish i had half a mind to be that better person, but all i ever see is how i keep coming up short of actual humane courtesy to my beloved or even the stranger on the street, not content with being just another moron though horribly ignorant of what it actually takes to be a human being… we distort the air and wind around us, these psychic sources of power that are as much at the surface of reality as underneath it, but it can take a superior awareness to realize all of your own capabilities instead of a mere survival instinct to fight back… a wisdom that stays unreal until the need arrises for someone to handle what needs to be done, cleaning up after the sick and dying slaves of universal torment is commonly associated with these champions, but we are sorely lacking anyone with that kind of a humane attitude without some kind of hang-up that makes the rest their positive abilities seem lackluster in contrast with the negative quirks attached to the human soul… literature and religion can teach us much of what we never knew, but these aspects of life can only make it easier to narrow a perspective down into the most focused of beams, which means excluding some thoughts and actions that cannot fit with a disciplined idea of behavior when you are trying to manage your expectations for living well…
Thanks, khet.
Posted by :\_khet on May 6th, 2011 in blogging, my art & dreams, p for Periclitate..., rants & raves, subdued wisdom. You can leave a response or trackback from your own site.