…guidance counselor as Pathologist…
…people do not understand the echoes inside one’s being that develops over time because of the consequence of experience leaving such awful imprints some times too often that those ideas compete with each other over the limited timESPace a body has while Here to do real damage then allow that to build up as fundamental structure of psyche built upon layers of societal abuse extending farther faster than anyone ever perceived without some personal doubts received symbols from higher orders of power somewhere we are not even when used up by the machine these social organisms have out right become, going and looking for some guidance that doesn’t seem pretentious or patronizing but compassionate of what trauma in ways similar enough appealing to my depths yet cannot find resolutions easily because of multiple influences and profuse excuses to refuse the systems in place seeing the authority sour because of the matters of fact and levels of decay that leaves a crust over everything Here dust of dead skin cells swirling loosely across the plains in a painful recollection of detail certain that is where we will return once tired of the physical burn driving madness into our hearts, objecting to our happiness or sweeter moments as it objectifies the memories to distort and betray the personal honesty that tries to display itself in a saving grace meant to replace the negative feelings one cannot escape but can make friends with instead of an all or nothing readiness to view what variables with vicious criticism interpreting the fragile dance as a waste of time and effort aside from the sacrifice made to be accepted in a hostile environment where illusions abound in the crossed lines and gutter rats looking for more doing what animals do to fulfill their time… trying to understand the pathology of pathways as an unspectacular interloper honing in on what feels like a tangential remedy through discrepancy of details after what has been contained for so long it physically smarts breaking with perfect images as one carries in their mind’s eye as any other conceptual abstract of the emotional impact damage implying baggage weighing upon a person’s physical and mental character as well eroding against the will of any average human trying to survive Here constantly under an erroneous fog that can seem forever once within its caustic embrace guiding one towards an ignorant oblivion of choice, or coercion to convert under pressure instead of volunteering to submit and obey the orders or follow the rules to the letter as the laws have been utilized as tools sorely lacking true justice connected to any of our deeper concepts which trigger situations in thoughts and action where we contradict ourselves without thinking blindly following a different lead perhaps as though a leash or collar or choke chain that gets in the way of interacting through a pretense of disciplines going multiple directions depending upon real skills of any teacher taking responsibility upon themselves with the seriousness it deserves, imparting impactful moments of clarity in anyone’s life is a major achievement for the person who finds that to be true for themselves because as many times of how difficult it is to contribute or feel a consistent sense of overcoming challenges when it appears as though these obstacles crop up quite often to the point that someone must step in to aid harvesting lingering components of our lives that haunt us leaving that fugue erroneous fog gathering around these brains as halos of the swarming nonsense sometimes withholding toxic thoughts while guiding others into dying slowly thinking septic shock…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on February 27th, 2024 in backwash, blogging, critical concepts, Miscellaneous, my art & dreams, p for Periclitate..., personal afflictions, practical theory, rants & raves, world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.