Influences.
music — literature — fine art — cinema — thought
…these are a few of the favorite things.
slender threads, the trains of thought
there are few things eye can think of that are compelling to me anymore…one of those things is thinking about thought, and how they channel the energies necessary to compel the world to move…not simple, small scale attempts at understanding, but grand and epic cosmic questions on the essence of growth…all link to each other in some way that lies unknown to most of us, concepts to foundation ideas to scaffolding to the structure itself, and yet we keep hitting the invisible wall that breaks the logical quest into mighty gaps in efficiency…emotional conflict, a self-possessed culture and society, and the butting of heads together is a constant volley of trauma…some few of us take it upon themselves to begin to solve these riddles, but too few of them really ever understand anything about any psyche other than their …
Quote of the month; September…2007.
“All men are homosexual, some turn straight. It must be very odd to be a straight man because your sexuality is hopelessly defensive. It’s like an ideal of racial purity.”
~Derek Jarman; british director, writer, artist and activist.
Spitting the words out.
out of Context;
‘I speak from my soul, but few ever witness it as majesty and nobility, even though this is what other godly prophets have done…I consider myself spiritual, but in no way restrained by a god or deity, I am my own…The alien and the animal, the god and the monster, and the ghost and the demon…’
Spiders of Change
A political world is one of a perfective perception viewpoint, a perfection of domination and manipulation to the Nth degree, and in the pursuit of vivisecting society for progress. For the sake of swaying people back and forth. Between issues of morality and the things deemed socially acceptable, taking the precision of a butcher to the floor of political reverence, and mastering the bullshit lines it takes to defy the will of millions. Dogma takes very little to be pushed upon others so easily, but the difficulty lies in their believing the propaganda whole-heartedly. Politics corrupt any plans for a societal will by allowing one dumb fuck to take the mantle of office to lead, but without the “right” advisors, they know nothing. What beasts are we to push our nothing on others?
Less the never.
out of Context;
‘Not a cannibalism of consciousness, but preserving and savoring the meal of existence, and my eyes reveal a distracted nature buried just below…Not always a heavenly distraction, either, but more or less a nasty little thought that pries its way through the muck on the surface, digging its hooks into the flesh to metaphysically snack on the negative emotional supercharge…Those ghosts know how to tear at one’s mind, don’t they?…’
technical jargon
people who don’t speak have a wealth of information stored within their minds…professional people with their words of wisdom are outright in their ignorance, but only as far as they would ever think they are on the right side at the insistence of a problem, at which time they seem convinced of a possible solution…not always the ‘right’ decision, but one that comes to take that place in value of appearing in the ‘right’…these mutts run our world…the solvers and solution makers…even though there is no great and worthy “final solution” here, that doesn’t seem to stop the zealots from trying to find one, and zealots turn into idiots so much in the past…speaking their technical jargon, and eluding all meaning through pretentious bullshit, evading the need to explain their true motives for “success”…in accordance with all proposed laws, …
the kaos kollectiv
It is a place, the depth of which you cannot find…
Permit me to choose the path, that I may find a way through…
But it is Here, when all the proper understanding is reached…
Neither Heaven nor Hell, but place between worlds…
Open your mind, infinite consciousness…
Find the role, and play it…
This is the creed…
CMK ~