…mi vida odio Nada…
…forgive forgetful latency of being drifting so late so as to be deceased by the decreased measures of living in this active state of waking predominantly forced into filling up holes like pores secreting describing the juices flowing flooding through microcosmic worlds within layers are deep danger resolving itself into something other when the energy transmits new signals that rotates all goings-on one hundred-eighty degrees chroming the fecal mirage this desert of the real secretes without anyone being the wiser to deep-seated presence that has established itself for as long as humans have inhabited this heathen earth it inhabits us, found hating myself to be a consistent but worthless expression of reflection exposing vanity inside me like a vampire to sunlight withering the ashen creature in banishment through direct blast of re-calibration reeling from the fears brightly residing held within my subdued carapace requiring vital fluids flowing to survive through this irrelevance somehow without constant positive support reinforcing our ability to function at all times Here all while searching for those subtle connections that brings closer our shared quest to find meaning and elementary links through the aspects of a localized community that in some ways are thoroughly difficult concepts, we are capable of grasping and adapting to many differing situations no matter how compromising for our individual selves to sustain being sheltered in an artificial environment overlooking reality but unable to make real meaningful contact with that outside view so precious to the voyeur whose masturbatory revelations are nothing compared to the thousands of years sandwiched against each other without relief of any absolutes of pressure though causing frequent exceptions to the rules as applied like wedges in order to focus upon particular people as dreadful waste divided still lingering fecally in substance and smell under nose… throwing us into a tizzy while also undermining our senses of confidence enough slowly waves of incredulity collapsed into those with misogynistic eyes perceiving an outright though passively implied hatred and despise for half the population at least when considering that so many of us have been vehemently brainwashed into thinking and acting in specific ways that do benefit those profit seekers willing to cross as many lines before they die just to say they did it without any real regard for the victims created from this hostile treatment which comes back upon all threatening forces wrongly denying their part, playing a prominent role in question used as critical authority over anything Here becomes a corrupting power absolutely answers excusing without explaining behaviors detrimental to our collective existence where mercy is denied except from accepted terrestrial persons in charge and asking to be taken as our leaders when they have not represented their various people for too many aeons passed beyond recognition of whatever can be genuinely interpreted as sincere in such inhospitable places as there are egos drifting contained and flaring throughout this miasma sailing in circles inside vessels our species may or may not survive, and be capable of evolving ourselves into alternate aspects we can only imagine while anchored to this present cosmos beginning in being to arrange and calibrate to the larger cycles and circadian rhythms that continue in natural clockwork wisdom that no actual person achieves mastering in this material life that constantly teases greater possibilities to those who wish to see something other than this reality right now even if only in the mind’s eye theater that seems oblivious to the forest in regarding the trees politely enough to succeed in this overwhelming bewilderness casting brutal shadows upon social progress trying in earnest to move forward…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on March 4th, 2024 in backwash, blogging, critical concepts, dark thoughts, Miscellaneous, n for Nescience..., personal afflictions, practical theory, rants & raves, world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.