Mothers’ dazed.

you must be more than willing to be a probable cause in your own drama if you wish to affect the progress… getting ahead in a vague and corrupted image of a world where there is no reason for allowing yourself to be held back by anyone at all, evil and good in this place are all very subjective items on the listing, and not everything makes it out as a valid reality in as much a way as it is willed into being… today was a day i almost forgot in aftermath for the show yesterday, and it wasn’t until my mother actually fared a phone call in my direction, reminded of what the standard holiday was again for the thirtieth year in a row… the spiritual matrix calls out to most of us while still harbored inside the womb, but this is where it all begins to come into fruition while the amniotic fluids wash the newborn in liquid datum, as quickly the genetic material layers upon layers starts to grow and interweave from this warm nest… the opposite ends of the human sexual gamut come together for one brief but epic undertaking as the two matrices from either genetic parent links and recombines into a gateway for a piece of conscious soul energy, the gravity from this sexual intercourse almost inescapable and definitely palpable Here as the mind/ spine and organs begin to form after symbiotic attachment within those magical five weeks after conception of the creature, and it is Here that we always begin our story of human exploration as birthed from an intoxicating nine months later once ripping through the watery lining guarding the exit… the beast as we have become straight from the vaginal canal to the surface world in a matter of hours or days depending upon many factors on delivering the child into the world properly, following rules of conduct between mates and extended families in the time period that fuses us into the chance of materialized reality, and from there it is up to the forces around us as well as the resilience we are born with to either SINK or SWIM in the other concentric realities already forged by those who think they know what they are doing… the lessons are learned from every angle in reality, and there is little room made for either innocent or ignorant that cannot adapt as the reflex in the first moments on earth as a unique being, what little we actually know consciously as it all hangs around us in various loops in all sizes the better to hold us tighter as atomic/ electric drops in the ether… the wicked weave that wraps around the whole of our beings, body and soul stuck in motion while the mind moves forward into a manageable problem with ego indulgences leading to idiot selfish maneuvers in the dark with whistles and whispered riddles in the streets, and the stains on the ground reveal how we work ourselves to death from the point of adulthood obligated to the system’s fucked up dreams… a system that helps to create what eventually it destroys, we are the meat that feeds this machine, and it digests our energy released during action or thought to produce more of what it wants and needs not out of kindness towards us… that uncanny cosmic thing we have bowed down to for centuries Here, and what more has there ever been they try and question us, we need to start questioning their motives in making us this way though… not just letting the hardwiring in your head be overtaken by the software of the damned…

Thanks, khet.

Posted by :\_khet on May 8th, 2011 in blogging, m for Manque.., rants & raves, subdued wisdom, world at large. You can leave a response or trackback from your own site.

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