…omitting proper motivations, re-evaluating Lazy…

…paths of least resistance ensnare us deceived into thinking they are easy routes to getting what we want out of life though breakdown arises with conflicting perspectives inexorably compromise is necessary to navigate through enchanted waters easily turned cursed being incorrectly selfish is somehow turning that key by overstepping our boundaries inevitably and usually harshly enough it can break other people without them realizing it seeing ourselves falsely in the mirror when asking what is fair Here and no answer is received by any means forcing self-esteem to find respect in dastardly deeds out of ignorant insolence and sinister sacrifice, alien numbers selecting those unfit perceiving only stellar simplicity through larval eyes seeking answers between future past and present horizons connected in various timelines Here held captivated by the outstretch of over-stimulation becoming desensitization in extremes of personal preferences deciding for us the outcomes of how we ask the questions whether automatically in some form autonomic writing speaking in tongues that have no voice of their own but reside pieces of an organism trying to regrow insides somehow through shadow work and shadow travel for oneself never disregarding experience or the layers of character within cornered inside cellular physical harmony, perhaps one massive machine though bio-mechanically speaking which is where unusually we contradict ourselves no matter the amount of faith or how strong the deeply held belief all of it can still be twisted by actual reality appearing out of ancient contexts to be the will of higher powers unconnected and greater than ourselves and this is how some can perceive bliss in ignorance as positive in some regards it can be though things without simple local moderation are too real to be good inspiring obsession within confines of beginning to objectify reality and everyone you ever meet in it… solipsism might be the best term for existentially modern critical crisis triggered as the movements of missiles keep directing themselves toward defenseless denizens it remains pointless to say we are all good people when having not the vaguest clue what good means instead continue interpreting through various experience translated through language though still not the most accurate range in attempting to find shared meaning projecting our definitions hoping that someone will understand partially between emotional expression and conveying information through conversation awkwardly intimate as that can be for some doing so think they have gotten used to it smarmy individuals, one might consider sales people as slimy saying whatever they can to strike deals for who and what they sell firing up that something relative to commissions as we all traffic in what it means to be human and suffers through it everyone tries not to relate because we are all afraid becoming the worst bogeyman residing only in our minds affecting deeper relations acting on feelings though it may sound ridiculous personal emotional bodies exist just as the individual singularities within each of us Here being nothing but ourselves while surviving through occupied from otherwise what we have learned, humanity as cthonic apex predators socially evolving to reach pinnacle status in this ever-shifting cosmology opened out before us once this skin is shed and the energy released to experiences of everything all at once and perhaps descending again against our wills back into this cesspit at our doorstep threshold shaping compromised entities as they pass from one realm into the next Here whirling spectacle of astral dimensional qualities timESPace running the mirror images spiritual whirled cosmic resembling worlds reversed varying sizes and shapes in material space with this shared emotive continuum overlapping along with our hive of subjective consciousness…

thanks, khet_:/

Posted by :\_khet on January 17th, 2025 in $atan's $cratches, blogging, l for Logogriph..., personal afflictions, world at large. Both comments and pings are currently closed.

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