…reassure Insurance as if nothing accidental…
…incremental exposure from optimal delusions some at those appropriate measures posing in the horizon feeling either dawn or dusk we stray up into the darkness only temporarily because opposition chooses us our living memories throughout tell us one thing everything must go nothing matters but the end of matter afraid to the point of formlessness exterior neural projection trapping matter with our languages engaging when gardens meant victory destroyed by worms of concreted word of techno-political union are twisting horns of plenty inherited construct language of systems reformed into space and time making the aging mechanism of your mind resetting, to name our strategy as greyhounds of the future that these genes harness the alarm Here erasing ourselves throughout the travesty and the farce yet we cannot escape alive always feeling enough awareness to convince oneself we know things as absolute while the natural machine swallows us all as parts of the overarching mechanism that rules by authority of consequence as we continue to explore experiencing our material world and ourselves to try to understand the layers from everything we can to absorb as much knowledge to guide pathfinders forward when still others are required to maintain this harsh programming, structure instilling us with peculiar virtues and poetic vices squeezing us into narrowed gauntlets as comforting routines try to resist doing much to reinforce the static empire that exists Here dimensions between brane and bulk differing areas where particular processes are utilized to sift through the murky pieces that often do not make sense without the right context to expand upon points made worth coming to terms with in this suspension state conspiring to expect something out of us in our tenure on this heathen earth formulating various theses to explain our universe without our heads exploding from the information… all the cellular growth constantly shedding flesh starting fresh becoming banal and eventually dying Here incidental impetuous individuals perturbed by mistakes in perfectionist dominations and domestications everywhere authority applied can force questioning and interrogate whomever or whatever deemed unworthy or suspicious interloping as much that intimidating cruelty pushing us to think twice before leaping into contagious spiritual and emotional leprosy through contact and connection this society provides cursed in debt becomes the new alive with full baggage included to anchor us wherever we land when compelled to survive insurmountable odds whose negative effects shape our compulsory offset with reality constrained, though attempting to contain the multitudes within us in mixed feelings with anxiety dread and guilt presenting our actions as underwhelming extensions of inferior human genetics and lacking of guidance to support one early in those dependent stages of our lives provoking expectation on both ends of security as people with enough can still raise broken children who turn into broken adults affecting the world adversely Here siphoning energy and patience to get the most attention when it matters less to the individual though difficult lessons to learn with no patent pending only lack of understanding or human empathy expanding, beyond cosmic horizons whatever the event it may be which holds us to these separations counteracting contraction astounded at the ability properly harnessed soon becoming science used to define us charcoal hearts whose fiery passions allowed the burnout to consume whatever remains human through individual conflagrations that occur spontaneously combusting our shared sensibilities in becoming conflicted emotion too much for anyone to handle alone though because of rampant amounts of independent intrusion we decide to trust no one beating ourselves down like no one else can subtly seeping self-hatred and loathing that become problems for others choosing distance for sanity…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on December 1st, 2025 in $atan's $cratches, blogging, i for Ipseity..., personal afflictions, world at large. Both comments and pings are currently closed.