Chemical Innocence

inoculated by the atmosphere of wonder and glory which seems valid positive force to which reinforces our feelings of pride and joy for whatever we deem worthy of such an honor, but still we are forced to revive again and again the seed of discord as order to prevent an all-too-hideous reality what true evil that resides just outside of our awareness would rather have this place become, offending all of our nuanced pleasant sensibilities as much as our will for logic and reasoning that can seem to take place more so after the facts are noted by esteemed experts presenting in an empirical tone and format the trivial points that wage debate further on… children are capable of seeing beyond the boundaries that are not there until an “adult” informs them of how their reality should be limited as through a particular filter, the system of “adults” have the monopoly on this consensus reality even though they are the only children that seem to have experience with the strange environment Here as a real world becomes more concrete than the dream whose soul each of us is a part as great as the sum that grows and forms beyond and around each of us in the greater echo as an expansion of energies swarming to surround all ideas in their native plane from existence, and at some point we are born into this place called earth from which the argument might be made that anywhere is earth as long as it is an organic living refuge from which many things are formed as base material transmuted into goals into which this conscious world takes its shapes and cues to create… the majority of us are confused by the variable complexities that seem to betray whatever humanity appears to be at first glance whether conscious animal or instinctual alien drawn into worlds within worlds of drama and consequence, the grand scheme as epic as it seems is really quite simple when one considers that humanity is the source of all these dreams becoming reality as each of us lives through both the good and bad elements as they could seem to arrive from out of nowhere, and nowhere being the void from which everything stems before and after it becomes most apparent in a conscious acknowledgement of consensual paradigm at large and on the loose among us… the fact that we are born without awareness, or at least the most primal of animal logics, serves to bolster my opinion that we start as pets for our parental units as they become fully inducted into this haunted casual system that isolates a radical idea rather than figure out the best way to integrate it into a greater good as is the case more often than not… as pre-teens we are now quickly made to manage the dismal against the beautiful as the glare from resolving a born ignorance carving it into a resiliency that pulls on the root of primal humanity in its adaptive habits, and tries to find peace with the more tumultuous pieces that relate feelings and desires to the surface of behavior displayed in an effort to shape reality as the now budding person-to-be chooses, trying to evolve into a being of any purely set understanding in the form of youth growing to adult as though the natural system for the human is as easily mastered and measured from within this creature while studying the strange social conundrum as it twists and beats a steady tattoo on civilization… the stars are open to us because we broke through the limitation of our primal fears to tear away the blinders that were our culture forever before this time now as we can stand it, crying out for justice while maintaining the hypocrites’ facade which only cares about the self in its’ selfish wants caring not for others inasmuch as we care to control ideas that appear against the grain of this society as a whole, and in the idea of this greater good that was stolen for the purposes in treating others as undesirable to the vast future and history not yet made or recorded holding us all to bullshit standards as markers for trading on knowledge while still in its’ heyday today… expunging and exploring the devices inside of us to know…

Thanks, khet.

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