…see an Enemy or holy see anemone…
…under the spatial feces to delivery gone the way of microscopic plastics in our water systems enough to affect our blood in detrimental phases of time changing again discovering how much we have created more of the same for everyone else to enjoy whether meant in spite of or with it one never knows until that threshold is crossed from the rear view everything looks tossed like a salad into optional segue vague enough to penetrate further into the darkness kept behind the reinforced fragility of our bones universes galore all differing in size shape and allure to varying degrees, that sometimes this everything seems worthless as much as we feel ourselves to be Here where very few aspects of reality actually make sense to the average common unique characters that walk among us as fellow humans out on the prowl for a partner in crime or at least to help open the dungeon within the soul that can appear so out of control yet has a deeper scheme to chain us all along walking to a final destination we know nothing about while living Here up to our eyeballs in oblivion engineering ways out of the residues of sewage, we have inflicted over time upon each other like it cannot change for the better because of the layers of ooze underneath our feet subsuming the natural foundation that critically shifts from lush growth to radioactive wastelands within traveling distances on this planet so close it is not surprising to think we are already quite contaminated beyond belief contagiously adapting to carcinogenic surroundings as opposed to aeons ago when the egos of man were strong enough in the former unknown to conquer over their foes though now this is quite different even as there are people lurking somewhere that attempts for these same goals of conquering or to be killed by the sword in heats of battle no matter the timeline because interpretations of outdated and predatory honor codes deem it so… turning all of us into default victims whether we had a choice or not makes no difference to these absolutes of brutality walking in flesh and most born from wombs as you or me spending nine months hiding and waiting for a term of release in which the purging of fluids then unchains this embryonic biomass as possible bionic murderer-in-training capable of utilizing the latest tools of death and torment seeing each person as potential targets can be cathartic yet tragically doom one to acting out their fantasies, casualties of a causal interest in mayhem without regards to the long-term affects that occur when humans decide to be animals or to see others as prey in the most demeaning ways utilizing insults hurled and inflicted like horrible psychic bullets whose depth is only bounded by the imagination to overcome and heal from damage those remarks make inside of a person who may not reveal their sensitivity to others even though this is an inherent trait of the human animal displaced Here, jagged revitalization chasing elements as resources soured from the start and whose unforgiving opinions are subtle but sharp stinging and leaving psychic scars difficult to resolve right out because of lingering remembrance that trails after one has been assaulted on that level too embedded to merely dismiss without help from outside sources of careful analysis perhaps leading one on a quest of conclusions unable to be heard felt or witnessed without going through this unmerciful gauntlet as dark night of the soul for those who will not go quiet against the dying of the light fearing silence…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on January 3rd, 2024 in backwash, blogging, critical concepts, dark thoughts, e for Esemplasy..., Miscellaneous, my art & dreams, personal afflictions, practical theory, rants & raves. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.