…crass bureau Crazy…
…by contrast livid archaic ideas appear novel exceptions to rules we see Here used to measure at mental leisure assuring others that their results have no fault to be afraid of failure trailing as evidence they know not what they do pretending to observe the same guidelines though proved wrong with living lessons provided in human containers as ignorant layers of cakewalk and complaint to first world detriment of becoming sentimental puppets led by our impressions when we cannot mimic or mirror the positively functional social behaviors that we are supposed to be imprinted to include growing from screaming infant, children of the atomic generations after casting shadows not left as nuclear graffiti on the sides of walls where our bombs have struck thunder as though reality were glass or ice easily shattered by sudden mutations of energy going critical not as thoughts but as particles of matter following the energy that released them into the atmosphere now filled with these elemental particulates of self splitting apart sometimes slowly and more gruesome to behold as people break down inside and out the squishiest parts reducing to oozes first but this agonizing process leaves the bones of course densest puzzling pieces, all that will be left of us whether now or later at which makes no difference to the greater digesting nature because we are trying to transcend how uncomfortable things make us we laugh Here relying upon others to soothe the damage done executed by still others to whom we might have thought we could trust instead those relationships rust and erode to slowly feel the victory of decay over all aspects we are receiving in conscious attempts to make our final rest as peaceful as possible once we need to realize we must overcome on a localized level… our own shortcomings and hang-ups entrap us for those that are able to witness and observe our personal fallacies that drive us toward them at times without them requiring any effort to manage almost tripping right over our insecurity can indeed make us feel combinations of lucid and locked in animated nightmares throughout our lives awaiting some imprisoned realization to take us from solitary confinement caking us with experience once we bust loose out into this social zoo truth-seeking and free-thinking individual beings collaborating not to commit the same mistakes that banished them to this spinning circus realm constantly altering, someone somewhere somehow this happens more than we care to realize because this amount of sudden reality would cause breakdown nervous and otherwise all throughout our lives as this would challenge with cognizant dissonance every notion we have had in life up until the shock point struck Here as bearings are being found recovered and obtained among many phases that need to occur repeating for the lessons to make any sense inhabiting heads that do not think are those ways instead dreading having to think at all never anything to numb the assault felt having to interact when nobody’s real, or rather temporarily Here as appeals to higher powers fail to appear to achieve their ends without clear directions confessing this confusion to be criteria as yet another testing situation deemed necessary by those that have been allowed to wield power convinced their ideas are working for the greater good that should manifest once good deeds are successfully done even though this remains to be an absolute certainty universally applied by humans as default setting to control or moderate their own behaviors so they will not get in the way of conveying information at any level finding solace in stability found…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on June 13th, 2024 in c for Colluvies..., Miscellaneous, practical theory, world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.