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Friction in Conviction

so what of this fear that condemns us, or more aptly how it allows us to condemn ourselves in the worst ways possible by conjuring a virtual thought police system inside our very heads from the thin err surrounding us, the vapid psycho magic set in place today to circumvent innovation and individuation for mass consumption and the traits of conformity coveted by the over-classed tacticians allying their pursuits with mass production and the military-industrial complex… making raw the dread and fear that grates against public opinion as it is reprocessed again and again on multiple mental fronts, the vectors of attack created to catch the prey off-guard by setting up the options of choice for us while underhandedly making plans that cross the bounds of decency to slide into decadence, but we are not enemies before we are people even as the human animal is looked upon with judging eyes as too flawed and reckless to survive among the civil… negative, used as a powerful term to denote the darker aspects of ourselves we find it difficult or challenging to deal with, is too strong a word for merely casual use with other persons to refer to daily life when there are much more credible choices to use… calling something ‘negative’ gives to it a significance that can tend to be overwhelming as the momentum creeps up between people’s emotional structures, an almost ‘ekinesis’ is created by this potent and most striking force bouncing around and growing in size into a gigantic ball of negatively-charged thoughts and feelings, and eventually this “void ball” can then diffuse into an explosion of tension between those individuals most vulnerable to the pressures of this “charge”… combined with the struggle to learn, understand and know oneself as well as the world around you, these voiced “demons” can be brought to bare as weapons to strike one’s enemies as “inferior” to overcome them without breaking the laws to which we have become accustomed… more often than not, though, these “animals” use negative stabs as substitution for an actual salvo of words that could be considered constructive with a true social compassion incorporated into use… it is this term ‘ekinesis’ that i had used earlier to embody the concept of an “emotional kinesis” or an energetic movement of emotions much like iron filings or even like the particles of hot and cold surging through our mortal remains beyond the simple dust mote floating in the air, a complex structure of simplicities are we that naturally we can take most advantage of what we are capable of doing with our own odd brand of self-confidence and swagger to meet those internal needs subtly battling for control, but where are we taken when once we learn how to perceive and receive the signals required to achieve the individuation necessary to free oneself from the depths of this binge and purge of essence?… to go back to my previous assessment on negativity, as though we are ever finished Here, there are better words to utilize which take away the power inherent in the primal forces of positive and negative that will diminish and even make silly the overwhelming emotional controls these concepts have on our society and language felt through the actions of the individual who may not be fully individuated enough to see the effects of their motions… i propose the terms “cowardly” and “courageous” to now signify negative and positive in human speech respectively, and more so reflectively to allow our conscious minds to breathe when there is already more than enough of these cluttered points gathered together at this razor’s edge of thought space, it is where anything and everything can foment a reality from the ethers of nothing as we might perceive to “know” them with our scholarly senses at work… the empirical data thus evolved from human pursuit is greatly vast and still unknown to major degrees of substance as the speculative world becomes more and more as a whirling dervish of some mystical import, our synchronous singularity pushes us to the brink of the many ‘this-or-that’ dichotomies onto our abstracted hearing aids, used by the deaf ears who will not listen by choice of their actions and whatever propaganda that has been accepted without question to the authority in charge, but this intense passivity has got to stop as a general rule in the interactions with others that may or may not understand what they are doing to mindfuck the whole works… everyone’s great work (magnum opus) is at stake in these heady days of subsisting on very little as is handed out by the system feeding off the labors and activity of everyone involved, one always has need to strive forward in order to establish their own reality and place within the greater cosmic cycles always at either ends of an illusory spectrum of visions, and one must become an activist to achieve a manifestation of one’s active vision for truth…

Thanks, khet.