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…Repugnant self, a basement…

out of Context – ‘..for the conceptual perfection, unique civilized take generally idolizing people speaking on matters one has no prior knowledge forcing reliance upon improvisations to adequately complete the narrative everyone wants to be true for themselves lodged Here in the nitty-gritty that reality proffers equally to everyone accumulating clutter specific to this continuum comprised of consumers consummating their obsessive relationship to their goods rather than facing their gods with confidence of overcoming the odds stacked up against us resonating with underdog fashion one-in-a-million lottery whose bread and circus stakes are high and clustered together then depressive downward swing adapting if no one pays any real attention, circumstances as glimmers of hope gone now milky and matted sheen as the eye who cannot see gone cataract uncorrected guinea pig self experiment…’




…subject project object reject…

‘…a calm head through knee-jerk reactions from the body politic that often strays outside anything resembling a unified front because humans are far too fragile speaking on how so easily speaking in our own voices quietly we are manipulated by our egos located inside of our minds teasing us with crossed streams of curiosity wanting to know desirous to delirium to see and hear natural mysteries, no matter how far beyond driven we appear to be in others’ eyes as the madness begins to overtake our practical sensibilities as well as rational logic for what is making us feel good now while we await our eventual fate continuing to pursue the depths of difference between experience and imagination trying not to diminish either side of mass debates Here because all viewpoints retain elements of truth…’ – out of Context




…saproScient species…

out of Context – ‘…hierarchy’s cellular data plan formulated over the aeons we have been alive in these skins built by our ancestors for real world explorations while inside this bewilderness transforming, itself incapable of standing still or that would be death in those fleeting instants before spatial realization of trapped screaming as though there were help to summon forth from the darkness and cold creeping in icy hot fluctuations throughout the slipping into something truly unknown because fear is a powerful dosing agent whose urgency is much like that of the uncontrolled relief in sudden release getting considerably full bladder squeezed against itself enough when the riot of thoughts carrying nervous instincts perpetually soaking the brain brine afraid to fight or flee these bodies constraining us by environment pretentious suspects enter the room, beginning as human animals…’




…What better time than now…

out of Context – ‘…frustrated enough to take it out on anything and anyone besides ourselves crossing that line without knowing it the worst pain smarts teaching lessons when suffering strikes suddenly invoking a source immediate to reticent invocations because there is palpable fear and dread, manuscripts of the damned dead and determined to at least pull things through the passage of rites by insurgence prompting uncertain interment buried alive medieval torments obscuring translation appropriate to revising segments into viable constructs siphoning from our inherent ability to reverse our thoughts and adapt or deduce through reason and logic what initially separates us static brutes lined up armed and hired to not be human acting under orders to be organic equivalent of calmly and carefully assessing the situation on a case by case basis instead broken by an ill-conceived bias…’




…the dark Informal…

‘…conditions we are able to absorb bringing these consequences that manifest dementia to our personal doorstep threshold packaged facts of disorder causing us to wince and whine before accepting fate, calamity reclaiming coming second to a second coming from where is up for lessons that humble the one espousing them amongst their followers Here trying to find the correct steps as perfectionist worshiping perfection as if it could ever physically manifest as an existent deity overseeing the forward momentum of humanity in as a species progresses throughout the journey laid bare by astringent magics of physics and science following the trail of natural mysteries as though mystical superstition to be debunked from a social bunker in case these topics were to explode or sensitively misconstrued in all the wrong ways, shrapnel bathing us for days…’ – out of Context




…please Try again later…

out of Context – ‘…gatekeepers and key masters but forgetting the locksmith knows best fair prices for necessary features upon boxes and cages required to hold objects as much subjects objectified by those who own them, tensions high sticking random forks in it offensive weight swaggers because fuhk this white noise projecting out scaring those strung taut enough with hatred and resentment illegitimate static cling attaching harbingers of destruction to such demure and unassuming aspects ready to trigger the catalytic act of cataclysm redeeming everyone with the same fate timing out expressions of length and clockwork efficiency channeling something other than this through our words and actions running parallel to abstractions interpreted this way made for the sake of argument presenting enough fuel for mass debate to obscure the intentions or reasons for searching out truth… trite…’




…Bereft in fearsome parody…

out of Context – ‘…we know so well that no manners customs or habits in this usage matter above our own personal optimal delusions inflicted upon others whose work becomes distracted by the impulsive and reckless troubles that gather energies as the storm in nature, supplanting the fear and dread once finding solace within the tempestuous eyes of calm behind which reveals itself organic avatars coercing destruction to curb stomp digests as damaging fate that grips and throttles us ruthlessly attempting out of selfish distinction exclusive tincturing to those that will pay the rent for industry to manufacture and fabricate what may end up in landfills as soon as the products drop on the market found unacceptable by the masses this dark informal weight that drags us down these awful levels where we are doomed to trip over ourselves…’




…faux Mentum…

out of Context – ‘…somehow infesting investments with scheming confidence to reap the most reward for the efforts of business nomenclature attached to bureaucrats fat building capital, fight onward into affording flashy family hatred for both success and failure most likely yet the lying isn’t only to default reflex memory into service that can damage those vital relationships with others confining us to gilded cages and preventative measures to secure us where there are no cures until one becomes crooked switching out any balance we might have thought we had for accepting the oppressive descent fixes dominating instability as contains cruel world setting to reinforce attitudes dense and unintelligent though always mutating to adapt or die into something more than larval cohort of affluent alpha influencers archiving their mistakes failures and eventual deaths, russian roulette…’




…creatures of the Noise…

out of Context – ‘…mass produced goods that serve as rewards for a job well done unlike our staked claim which is rare in finding value that isn’t expressed measures, defining the vastness of dark matters we have no room in which to judge Here critical in our own vanity contributing to the view on shared standards to which have been agreed upon in some eras past analyzing the variable structures of society struggling to define itself in utility for more professional or formal matters dictating the flow of civilized evolution critiques every unique approach trying to balance intensity with banality progressing the process of this mutating massive mess to behold in its grandiose essence taking down everyone and everything to stumble in its path of destined destruction promoting rebirth, Here a desert of the real before the oasis…’




…the Luxury of humanity…

out of Context – ‘…ignorant dedication achieves what ideals cannot loosen from the cultural obscuring that occludes each human discovery for an interconnected network of lies raising the vapid children to greater heights than accredit those working hard, trying to cherish the moments spent out of range of danger building institutions out of philosopher’s keystones and proto-scientific damage if only knotted guts an acceptable risk done over the thousands of years humans have been in charge Here wishing to see beyond the natural order curtain that thinly veils the chaos underneath crawling creatures destined for duty all senses organized toward a similar direction finding footing as we walk the path instead expensive words soothe and depress the attitudes of those not getting what they want only what they require or deserve swerving death traps into civilians killed unknowingly…’