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…disarmed through our idioMatic languages…

out ov Context – ‘…charisma to neglect those caught in happenstance allure to the beasts we become surrounding ourselves comfortably in the forms of items or people or both as many more options to congest our thoughts trafficking information with selfless selfish malign automata channeling whatever profit capable from strangely cursed and curious captives caged and jaded by experiences involving rejections and life-changing complexity by kink-shaming personal pursuits, our civil disobedience constantly reduced to searching for something beyond ourselves spinning our heads so that nothing seems very simple ever again usually with little actual time to be able to process anything witnessed to understand how precarious positions and situations overlap and collapse under the weight of intense obligation and scrutiny pressuring multiple societal systems to remain frozen…’




…wounded emotion Triggers physical movement…

‘…from the mystical mystery coalescing overwhelmed into frenzied contrary states in which nothing matters… to except an unacceptable aggravated attitude angrily asserts authority over what autonomy we do have abusive treatments to cure by killing chiefly re-framed as saying one is on the side of the greater good all when still choosing evil while everyone else has turned their backs denoting occasions without compassion only clinical detachment trying subjectively to take on the affectations of objectivity in order to run experimental theory in real time testing aspects of reality upon one another for no reason other than to know letting logic and curiosity lead the way forward dissecting the self into only useful parts, efficiency required by the machine networks underneath the skin of commercial industrial complexes circuiting information…’ – out ov Context




…loveless loss, Liminal, pretty parts doomed…

out ov Context – ‘…as human beings after the youth dies out and our very touch turns poisonous reaching inceptive concepts difficult to describe without metaphors or correlative elements to things compare and contrast these against perception, confusing the details with each other oftentimes because of combinations of curiosity and genuine desire to know the answer no matter the cost personal sacrifice the least of their concerns when attempting to distract away from the distortions that crop up while certainty remains in place undermining the reorientation of systems new or different of anything Here as anywhere else people utilize value judgment and harsh criticism wholly for scandalous sake of controversy to dictate worth upon skewed spectrums fueled by ignorance hatred and assumption in socially-compromising situations but for now emotional ties to stay sober…’




…when our pressured Quantum hits the fan…

‘…driving us to reform and revise policy as it applies in individual cases creating consistent accumulation of studies and research rich with layers qualifying momentum and forward progress as blessed steps to approach the future without anxiety once trapped though still in motion moving quickly as plasmic rivers of information searing conduits of memory into the raw meat of our brains to find and create puzzling pieces, in making sense enough are going together building towering babbling ladders to reach whatever heaven it is in the out there lingering long enough to get somewhere different than now Here making excuses for lack of visible constructive progress applied to try assuaging personal fears and anxiety quietly putting that direct pressure upon our reactions self-assessing every mistake managing to reshape this living ship we have become…’ – out ov Context




…this, sick Rectum of destiny awaiting, shit…

‘…thoughts never with guarantee to come true the all-sphincter revoking our passage through this life suddenly as lightning strike called for other duties perhaps summoned back, cryptic messages insufferable to read much as these mystical propositions slab poetry jutted forth projected outward towards you changing again as churning graveyard attitudes bury what is not required from us oneiric null anaphora oft lazily connecting back to itself in familiar patterns that shift depending upon how we feel about these complicated designs convex and concave rise and fall almost constants yet inconsistent overall transgressing spark whether creative or critical as the path becomes lit by life forcing conclusions following personal logic emphasis on expression of fabricating the details swayed by individual sense tapping into omniscient cosmic machines…’ – out ov Context




…aspects in long Philippic that apply…

out ov Context – ‘…long pigs wallowing through the din of noise that comes with living Here trying to collect ourselves mire of mistakes and misleading information manipulating massive populations without question wreaking havoc upon mortal bystanders unable to stand up for themselves trapped in routine habits and creature comforts collapsing into spontaneous combustion thanks to our crutches used in going through life experiencing pygmalion lie that love for our creations is reciprocated easily though it happens to be more hard-won battle because you never really know whose side you’re on if it’s difficult to trust in general complicated or not affected by trauma, having to achieve by growth when no other options but opinions seem available pushed interacting with grotesque relations early only to realize later that monsters are indeed everywhere including family…’




…guillotines of Guilt fell arrogant youth…

‘…planking out artificial in serious situations sourcing out our legacy for cheap everything at variance difficult to distinguish the madness surrounding us from known reality what we do when not lost in the feudal state of fugue fugal dreaming electric sheep while awake screaming but no mouths to spake with left rotting from the routines that sustained survival yet as the lobster shell reaches points where threshold of the carapace is achieved even though growth still occurs underneath remaining soft and vulnerable those protective outer layers restricting such overabundant surges seeking to break free or molt, afterwards we become pressure-hardened from within similar but not directly related fashions we refused natural domestication for our own substantially human techniques perfected mystique of wizened scholars moving as jealous parties…’ – out ov Context




…me/we/us, Destroyer populace, sacred fauna…

out ov Context – ‘…whether larger concept comes around creeping through the populace almost viral weaving through the labyrinth of our dreams reinforcing the character of social structures we perceive as actually deserving merit not lip service muffling our ability to speak tweaking personal reality for everyone while trying to avoid terminal terminology terminating the awareness it takes to stay awake when everything around us appears fake, early on seeking may seem destructive social reality treated as others get used for various attached syndromes which may or may not trigger ways to continuous trauma being certain resolutions through personal patience complicated by mechanistic proficiency sometimes distracted Here away from possible jobs good enough in localized true intention of reinforcing intervention ways to salvation beyond salivating over funereal obedience…’




…religious, nearly Kerygmatic tragic, audacity…

out ov Context – ‘…anode to another facet as we derive our abilities to act from the atmosphere of energy surrounding each individual encapsulating carefully-woven constructs within our very genetic codes cosmic chicanery unleashing these perilous desires connecting as repelling people into reckless behavior breaking badly our moral imperative to stay centered in becoming better humans instead stealing our efforts away to undermine the current circuitry of society as delirious monsters, monsters everywhere no time to stop and think hypocrites banishing relevant wisdom until necessary but not guaranteed to be thoroughly recalled exactly when required deciphering combinations that may not unlock our fullest potential as we continue to scrape by on meager earnings constantly demarcating the substantial lines between living and dead as individual topics to comprehend…’




…thee devil electric Zombie storm everywhere…

‘…aggression sublimating eclectic observations becoming eccentric deviation figuring demonetized inasmuch demonized by the systems in place boundaries pushed further by devilish human distaste plaguing humanity with unkind mankind replacing any sense of fairness making us yet more enslaved by financial crisis, falling in line with the currency of mindlessness to stay alive long enough to break these chains or so the ideals we hope will float not fade in this holy see of wishing upon falling stars in their aura of celebrity too bright to survive under social constraint and popular scrutiny as densest of destinies to be Here as often just giving up asking us to surrender to the dismemberment provoked by those as provocative as effective at the torments affected by their presence manipulating the patterns effectively turning efficiency to shit…’ – out ov Context