I thought that I wasn’t going to make it, but Here I am nearing the end of my crusade, into a kind of mental and emotional haven…I set this challenge to myself to realize the capability that I could have if I just tried to make these blog entries happen every day for one month in a row, and have all the days filled…No doubt a challenge for a huge procrastinator like me…This month is also a birthday month for me….Twenty-seven, at first, seemed like one of the worst years to finish off with, but even with some pretty raw examples I have held my own so far…I mean all three of them, Jim and Janis and Jimi, were extinguished from this existence at the mere age of twenty-seven….so what chance did I have living the way I do?…I’d …
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‘Sometimes distractions sap my ability to focus, but not when their distracting powers are dismissed powers wholeheartedly…Diverting energy away from the creative act is akin to blasphemy to me, but to get things done properly, it needs to be at those detrimental times when such necessity is a given…’
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‘Procreate out of a fear of death, and I will show you the animal inside playing human games… That demon that houses this ghost, allowing us access to the machinery Here, and it is our choice to monkey-wrench or support this structure…’
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‘We must embrace what inside gives us life, even that darkness, and we must do it before some other entity is there to assimilate these qualities into its own…Negative growth into mindsets of such a depraved and perverse abominated nature that the impact is felt before the ends are swiftly met…There is no together in a selfish mind state…Only the differences of self that do not stand for selflessness, or doing things beyond recognition for the ego…’
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‘The beasts flock to the shielding arms of the icon for guidance and shelter when all ideas seem fake and lacking fairness…Why give in to the jealousy staged by upending another’s belief system?…’
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‘Heaven and hell are merely some of the more elemental concepts we have come to embrace over the centuries, but still a dichotomy of details drawn from the process of existing at all…Age does nothing for this confusion…’
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‘so where does devolution come into play?…When the artificial self decides it wants to be organic again?…What mockery is this to the gods we are…Swaying fatally back and forth over the extremes…Making solid decisions is best left to those with the controls firmly in place, and to those with the awareness necessary among these beasts making out like people ought to be…I question the assault on our senses, and ask forgiveness from no soul who tries to find their own version of this reality…’
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‘Maybe this is all some Aryan virus to destroy us all, leaving white power to still fuck-up their own lives, and one day dying from too much incest…Maybe that is what justice would look like if it were real…The epoch opens and closes like a spastic sphincter out of the bowels into reality…’
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‘Science, religion and everything under the sun that includes things nailed down and otherwise…We should have no fear for the unknown because our essence has been Here, and it will always survive Here, always being where it is most necessary to move…The magick has always been what we are, whether in a god’s mysticism, or the back of a pickup truck..’
