…Bereft in fearsome parody…
…improvised without supervisory counsel consoling my values superficially attended to ego wounds inflicted damage of the daily domesticated life living itself out through so many people and animals in general it hurts this narrator to think how that downward trajectory even started being from such shallow depths swimming against the larger currents because your currency does not exchange quite as easily Here what with the time differences and all excuses popping up faster than pus from a zit shooting out contents spills forth trailing frustrating doubts that it would if it could or should come to the surface singled out, bewildering moralistic schism rendering division tactic like a social moat placed between individuals idealistically before they have even arrived Here yet participating against our will if we cannot get what we want trying sometimes working with thine enemies to contradict foes whose numbers or sizes are immense signs of eminent destruction imminent sending ripples throughout the world we think we know so well that no manners customs or habits in this usage matter above our own personal optimal delusions inflicted upon others whose work becomes distracted by the impulsive and reckless troubles that gather energies as the storm in nature, supplanting the fear and dread once finding solace within the tempestuous eyes of calm behind which reveals itself organic avatars coercing destruction to curb stomp digests as damaging fate that grips and throttles us ruthlessly attempting out of selfish distinction exclusive tincturing to those that will pay the rent for industry to manufacture and fabricate what may end up in landfills as soon as the products drop on the market found unacceptable by the masses this dark informal weight that drags us down these awful levels where we are doomed to trip over ourselves with ingrained words and mannerisms… seeking to be the next seriously justified series of bestial actions repeated for that glorious honor code which promotes death as the necessary sacrifice to be upheld by one’s governing body who can and will decide to impose as if they can at this point appropriating volunteers willing to die for another war requiring faceless bodies when their families are used as leverage by the stated wish to reinforce foreign assaults upon any possible allies planning for the longer term as lives enslaved not extended to a routine of pain and suffering that triggers looping cycles of trauma frustrating discussions, sometimes because the honor code demands bloodshed in repayment for human tendencies to disrespect each other doing disservice to our beliefs and sociopolitical damage to a degree plausibly rendering conversations infeasible by those larger faceless groups participating Here pushing their agendas on through hearsay alone being able to stir a frenzy with oration delivering staggered shocks used to awe or stun whatever the congregation assembled there whether courthouse or conference room riling with the correct words and gestures capable of yielding such results from human behavior dissected to further incriminate specific unavoidable characteristics in variations as environments change in humanity, displayed as vapid insanity we carefully coordinate our eccentricities around us halting productive behavior if need be to serve the self what it richly deserves in its own senses of helpless afflictions addiction to what is proposed as real by televised advisors talking off that head with the many opinions we should have in place of violent swinging axes decapitating though in this day of ages past now gathered we are still impressed by acts of force showing confidence more than things actually getting done admitting we placed ourselves with these shallow tasks so light as feathers yet stiff as boards…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on June 28th, 2024 in b for Boyg..., critical concepts, personal afflictions, world at large. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.