Human, Being + Doing
when undone, we cannot see a future reality perceived as grasped and capable dimension where all this present wisdom seems to prevail in some fashion perhaps unfathomed yet, but i truly doubt that deceptive perception as truth… the assertive side of self performs actions distinct from this which might feel unreal to those more animal or motor soul aspects of the greater being we know as ourselves, and the variables consistent enough to give access between these analytic functions of consciousness and a baser body in motion as the beast resides within as much without as the many decades fitting layers that collapse into place revealing further definitive forces lodged deeper than merely flesh can contain, trying to find traction in the struggle that suffering alludes to as delicate banquet to the senses for this short time whiling away the variations of sensation down to their respective nubs out of pleasure in pursuit of satisfaction perhaps though always unknown until absolutely known as understood for ourselves each as subjective path of individuated material thoughtful in selective moments made still… the mind is the most tasteful organ of an atom i have stemmed from as it tries to replace my every dynamic part with parts unknown except made through these trials of experience which haunt us all, growth somewhere misunderstood as cancerous collection of terrorist cells devout and devouring the living souls we have become through our enemy as much as what they have become through our filters of perception the organs devoted to translating the information into vital data, and searching through sequence and pattern for relevant sources for our amusement made all the more tragic for the lives used and abused by the events conspired into effect by these living engines fueled by too many of those so-called ancestor spirits whirled around in our heads as voices achieving accents that callously spill our secrets to the swine whose swill resembles ours…
Thanks, khet.
Posted by :\_khet on October 22nd, 2013 in b for Boyg..., blogging, d for Dysteleology..., dark thoughts, h for Hwyl..., my art & dreams, subdued wisdom. You can leave a response or trackback from your own site.