…docile, dim-witted, domesticated dense Macabre…
…pastiche of past reach as we face contradiction between public opinion and knowledge Here the golden feces in ratios to our personal pursuit of metempsychosis claiming there are better worlds ahead even as we are subjected to gods vomit in stochastic primal projecting no one wants to hear or agree with yet cannot eloquently speak civilized thoughts fomenting before now achieved ways to concede that something fits the dynamics of whatever label was given mysteries that return to sunder our preconceptions of what we think we know by the time you read this people want to know they are correct, utopia for douchebags or some concept of “Xanadouche” as an alternate paradise where irredeemable souls can gather without judgment always believing in their own righteous authority and swagger left reacting badly to hazards being placed in front of our distortions of truth paths preventing circuits of society from moving properly or fairly to provoke us forward out of whatever darkness permeates our thought processes to find out actual facts about what is going on Here though often unaware of the blowback we are vulnerable to while focused on the singular task of revealing not merely assuming informational points of answers, factoring in nuanced predilection as individuals are unique oftentimes not as entirely predictable as they appear even though the basics of human lifestyles rarely seem to change until they do as civilization perverts to parallel tandem achievements coveted of its denizens perhaps confident enough to conclude only the consumers preclude covert dealmaking sinister enchantments seamy reflections seen through the weave of this cosmic tapestry manifested catching attentions churning out mutated recollections of what we believe projects when our minds cannot handle anymore laborious scrutiny of density made manifest corrupted by ego and our excessively haphazard moves toward mutually assured oblivion… creative outlets fabricate our dreams into artifact value though when this translates to others personally to us whatever fierce loyalty to our ideas gets tested because one perspective becomes shattered into many with each new person who is suddenly aware of this byproduct thus interject alternate ideas eventually compositing somehow together something different transforming critical opinions using what little information convincingly understood piercing to find weakness and flaws with such details weaponized by cunning opportunists disgraceful habits of fragile people who do not know how to be kind or passionate without there being selfish benefit or monetary exchange obviously attached, all chained together relating and displacing inasmuch displaying each other’s fears compressed compartmentalized and contradicted even when just trying to get through our daily routines without any situation or nervous breakdowns revealed without obligation presented by current patrician noblesse rating success on financial gain stacked against everyone else Here happily trading time energy and consideration for promised station in order to pursue happiness and not be constrained because of preparation in advance objectified serfs allowing the adventure to occur when otherwise condemned to struggle as things seem to get worse off without exception at street level as always not enough, casually wary stranger danger is everywhere Here even when in that most pastoral of settings how do we live with these monkeys of violence upon our backs ready to leap out of bounds at the next potential threat we seek to quash distinctive contradiction propaganda submersion and political aversion sublimating everything suspect unusually societal corporate leftovers that think of themselves as independent yet homogenized along with every other detail made manifest on this heathen earth as toward an archetype of self-hatred that traumatizes personal growth leading us to devolve self-fulfilled prophecy made about the dysfunction of our own futures colliding…
thanks, khet_:/
Posted by :\_khet on September 30th, 2026 in blogging, dark thoughts, m for Manque.., personal afflictions. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.