‘…frustrating when conflicted by many things all at once subservient living instead of love off in its universal form Here to what hormonal stress machines rule over our lives, codified governing presented as knowledge for those understanding the variety of symbols used to explain textures of thought and emotion in the physical transcriptions left to us over many times within civilized strata to which in many ways we are interpreting on impaired judgment of each other vying for dominance as adversarial trying to appear difficult as aloof acts of superiority in vapid aggression insulting behavior causing contentious attitudes projected as violence though really most vulnerable of all can be deciphered when all other forms of diplomacy in failure propels volatile tension further enacting harm because we cannot handle ourselves, lording over illusions…’ – out ov Context
out ov Context – ‘…to take over as madness predicts once obsolete who knows where are we to go only speculations allow any reprieves, heathen earth meeting cosmic traverse but in what universes can we actually exist simultaneously without interference persist pieces of oblivion toggled by forever death becomes us with all of our bad habits stuck in the vortex of self contemplating privilege and substantial tangents from that expected plight all relatives die leaving us no evidence to claim using whatever means to compel ourselves forward through the grieving process which overwhelms us by depleting our resources Here plight of rudimentary services tools amongst the flock of psychic police keeping up with appearances though terminated in which as can explain only very little, as we are moved through whatever turd reich terms feel shittiest come to apply Here…’
“I never really thought of myself as depressed so much as paralyzed by hope.”
~Maria Bamford; american stand-up comedian, actress and screenwriter.
‘…desensitization taken for granted overall given enough repetition our perspectives reach levels of deaf numb and blind to reality right in front of us discerning inherent nuance trying to occlude layers, from deception coalesce and composite these subjective truths creeping subtle changes much as seasons sense of the natural circadian rhythms and metrics and minuscule particulates that move nimbly around us slowly erasing our imprint into dust as whatever we have been striving for unless found relevant gets displaced for what happens next in these sequencing thoughts on personally and collectively within states of confused inconvenience in some cases heavily medicated roaming through the desert of the real hoping to save ourselves while forgetting the elements of community which has unified us before against that face of uneven odds in humanity…’ – out ov Context
out ov Context – ‘…act like an adult even when those ideals are lost causes amongst people caught in throes of death… illness or worse upon humanity utilized as this pawned off wire of human testing become statistic retrieve experimental points of observation used empirically as certain general results occur but still not impressive wanting to digest readers not knowing how to travel away from skewed perceptions beyond settling down and sold out as nightmare fuel some merely feats of bullshit believed in conflicted avarice cad until useful tutelage in the depth of rewilding the western expansion of manifest destiny camp and compassion we are broken and ground upon the wheel of this disheveled normalization of which we are constant victims grinding, downward observance of details that give us credential notice before things becoming worse in lament configuration…’
‘…witness to the careful essence which source flows everywhere, no element or suspect excluded because we are constituted from everything that has occurred whether we wish it so or not indelicate advantage so taken where applicable because trick and chicanery get us only so far amidst the subjective objectives of each individual Here attempting to understand what this situation happens to be as it evolves irrevocably pointing towards no return as cosmic tapestry depicts our ascension as higher conscious avatars of future endeavors open interpret on what is seen among the symbols relayed by forces beyond our practical sight of mysticism and shamanic distraction on into the unknowable aspects, the erasure disfigures assured that obsolescent perfection is capable in eradicating competitive directions to which we are not somehow accustomed by now…’ – out ov Context
out ov Context – ‘…wants of doubt wanted out encoded fictional constraint taken to the hilt of twilight zone absolutes in ruminations foul and decay of natural forms as in these tales from the dark side ripped out of headlines summer of semantics turned visceral feral force obfuscating rationality for omnipotent surprises of inadequate relevance throughout this outrageous fortune called life responding to our whims, tasting innately the heavy weights but still yielding to natural evocation of baron samedi as ruling loa over the barren auspices which death conceals buried under so much dirty tumultuous uproar over spirits under no personal control only patronage as those who can afford magical tithe give everything of themselves causing immaculate birth yet still depriving others of sanctuary Here killing in the name of something we cannot define as better or worse…’
“We worship perfection because we can’t have it,
if we had it, we would reject it.
Hope is inhuman, because humanity is imperfect.”
~Fernando ‘Antonio Nogueira de Seabra’ Pessoa; portuguese poet, writer and literary critic.
‘…laborious scrutiny of density made manifest corrupted by ego and our excessively haphazard moves toward mutually assured oblivion… creative outlets fabricate our dreams into artifact value though when this translates to others personally to us whatever fierce loyalty to our ideas gets tested because one perspective becomes shattered into many with each new person who is suddenly aware of this byproduct thus interject alternate ideas eventually compositing somehow together something different transforming critical opinions using what little information convincingly understood piercing to find weakness and flaws with such details weaponized by cunning opportunists disgraceful habits of fragile people who do not know how to be kind or passionate without there being selfish benefit or monetary exchange obviously attached, all chained together…’ – out ov Context
out ov Context – ‘…frequencies reflected between receivers as long as can some old stray memories still exist emitting faint signals to recycle the energy when it becomes relevant again if at all sometimes set one dimension away, sorting out the various archetypes from the stereotypes some more useful than others when attempting adaptation yet trying to retain some personal character enough to be allowed longer time frames to react and pursue passionate interests one feels drawn toward combating lingering self-doubt to pressure accomplishment in whatever is desired using choices to define us with forever words twisted squeezing the buffer which exists between people whether tensions rise or fall breaking us into more comfortable feelings of ease instead of being ravaged by the sickness of awkwardly attempting to fit in with others who couldn’t care less about you…’