topics through the mind meat, somewhere deep that can never be touched by human hands, but torn apart with a simple command…we might have the impossible journey stillborn in our hands, but, goddamn-it!!!, we are good people…yet, where is this fascinating syndrome i have come to feel?…
The droppings left on the ground formed a cake of black tar. There was no smell except that of a plastic soul embedded somewhere in the crust of its depth. The ground it was laying upon yielded to the substance as it absorbed into the dirt, making a place for itself within the seeping fingers of the still liquid underside, and prevented all normal growth from underneath. The texture, to the touch of anyone who dared, was noted for its sticky compliance yet absolute solidity when stressed. A potent substance derived from nothing… so nothing is the only result. Thoughts lost when least expected, to be left for another vacant mind, and perhaps leading to innovation in some regard. A terrible feeling, to know the dark matter was once a part of you, but the other part of you …
today is the day… costumes and candy and all such crap connected… oh my… survival in bat country is to a degree perilous, to be sure, but rather annoyingly introspective… though maybe that is what older life is all about… the clattering of treats is threatening to make this a good weekend after all… pumpkin carving might be a good idea tonight with pizza… random real world interlude, there, I suppose… listen to the nightmare gothic Halloween mix as well… didn’t bring it to work, though, and I seriously doubt that I could manage to get ahold of it before the end of the day… gotta go to Radio Shack after work, but had a decent fast food lunch… there are few things that inspire hostility like closed-minded minions who think they know the world… distraction is the name …
murder most simple, but revenge turns out to be the most horrifying example of justice for the marked man who committed the slaying.
in a period setting similar to our own, but not quite, a man questions the authorities around him. left with nothing but vague answers, a sense of the fantastic, and a diminishing ego to this youthful explorer. he enters into a world voraciously held back from him by darkly humorous structure of cosmic bureaucracy trying to rule the world through terror.
a place unlike any other. in the face of such adversities as sobriety and the lack thereof, a man travels inside his own mind only to find that he is not the same person that he went in as, but there is no hint of a way back.
You might think it is safe to be hard like a rock, but your ego betrays a lack of confidence in the self-esteem that is required to move about so freely. You can look into another face, and sense the animal alertness embedded in this flesh. You can read the signs of progress like a scout with a compass, but your initial thrust forward is hampered by an existence fettered by the material needs that substitute necessity. You can see yourself giving, but all you can do is take it as the world dishes it out to meet its tempers of equal pressure. The urge becomes too much for the being to endure, and as the light fades from the eyes, an embittered perspective takes the place of a mind open to any frequency that reaches the senses there. …
first; Significator – prime energies manifest in life – Ten/Stones: richness (reversed) – meaning: delay. not appreciating material wealth and security.
second; representing of Air – spirit, process of thought, and influence of reason – Eight/Cups: failure – meaning: failure. arrogance and greed. accept help from others.
third; representing of Fire – motivation, creative energies, and influence of passions – Ten/Wands: oppression – meaning: oppression. depression. transformation from cruelty to liberation. possible fail.
fourth; representing of Water – emotions, meditations, and influence of love – the Hierophant (reversed) – social pressure. doctrines and ideas that have lost meaning. originality. gullibility.
fifth; representing of Earth – physical presence, position in life, and influence of the material world – Strength (reversed) – feeling blocked from one’s power. weak. overwhelmed. meditation or some form of relaxation may help restore strength.
sixth; bottom left of the Triangle – …
Today is court day in T-minus one hour and counting, anxious to see if the judge will accept my plea, but difficult to say…I am currently unemployed, even with a college degree I’m a bum, but I’m looking for income with a focus and intent to better myself and my surroundings…It is tough to nail down all those details that are required to be human, one of those aspects to life that we must deal with is the law, and how interesting it is that our society tries to arrange itself for the betterment of American-kind…When the average citizen of the world population is Chinese, and paranoia is the stark-raving madness that we must be aware of, there is so much out there that is difficult to avoid…Planes, trains, and automobiles confront us with their speed, and we beat …
there are few things eye can think of that are compelling to me anymore…one of those things is thinking about thought, and how they channel the energies necessary to compel the world to move…not simple, small scale attempts at understanding, but grand and epic cosmic questions on the essence of growth…all link to each other in some way that lies unknown to most of us, concepts to foundation ideas to scaffolding to the structure itself, and yet we keep hitting the invisible wall that breaks the logical quest into mighty gaps in efficiency…emotional conflict, a self-possessed culture and society, and the butting of heads together is a constant volley of trauma…some few of us take it upon themselves to begin to solve these riddles, but too few of them really ever understand anything about any psyche other than their …
