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don’t thank me, thank the kaballah

so there’s this chapter of GnosisII I left off at teh beginning of, though what a cliff hanger [paraphrased]: the universe/whole as a living organism. what then of nutrition. the Whole cannot find nutrition outside itself, only within itself. feed the holy jaws n that. um, developments of material itself aside, Chad and I have been [...]

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the big 1-2 T’s (pre) birthday celebrations out at Mom and Dad’s. everyone conked out early (even Tristan) except me and mom. played othello and boggle and talked until about 5. got up early -10 ish and dad made a yummy pancake breakfast. T and Chad doing wii until Ch’s arm stopped working. shopping for upcoming [...]

crazy deadlines, Forerunner-Spirit

omg don’t know how i’m gonna get this project the rest of the way up before I leave. Am going to end up putting in something like 60 hours and that’s a lot of just sitting navigating through a bazillion tabs and apps for just one project. Plus I’ve taken on a smaller one I’m [...]

Quote of the Month; November….2009

“Science fiction writers, I am sorry to say, really do not know anything. We can’t talk about science, because our knowledge of it is limited and unofficial, and usually our fiction is dreadful.”
~ Philip K. Dick; science fiction author and philosopher.

the 13th strikes again…

so Here we are yet again, my tramps and dears alike, the day of days. friday the 13th and no Voorhees in sight. taking my place in the human race without being shy about it, and without the definite affinity with melting objects. the brain drains the pan dry, stepping out into the light, and the flickering display that consciousness has made me imperatively aware of first hand. what is luck, eh?… unlucky in life, unlucky in nearly every other aspect of living, but why the urge to move anyway? sometimes the motion kills remains of aches and seething hatreds that bury themselves under the skin, to stay active makes the blood flow into those warm places. a crutch for the unwary perhaps, but always with the sophisticated tone in ambivalence for reality working towards a progressive end, consistent …

past lies dead, long live past.

sitting, thinking, and crafting the ideas that will continue to shape my being beyond this death… such an odd string to attach one’s conscious thought… October passed with a fairly hushed tone… no parties, but feelings for strangers are pretty moot when there is far better companionship at the heart of one’s daily existence… even dreams of the recent future do not placate my psyche calm, and drugs are the least of my needs, no matter how distorted the perception may be to outsiders… festivities aside, though, there are many things learned over the course of this strange recall into slightly misty areas of memory… interactivity seems strained but feasible, and the bits I have come up with are mere shadows of the solid firmament that makes movement difficult, to be aware and understanding of them in small increments… …

falltime crunch

only two weeks until the trip North. not enough time! business is always slower just about now, but think i have secured the necessary jobs to take me through into Dec and through our Week of Skinny Puppy celebration. been a bit nerve racking though. Just so many expenses this time of year, haven’t added [...]

Tao of the Day

Retire

all i need is a clone of myspace.com – my budget is $60. This shouldn’t be a problem for someone who really knows what they’re doing

[today's seemingly random title is a take on my favorite type of job posting found on the various freelance sites (for how perfectly greedy, egocentric and unreasonable these types of postings are) ---today this little vent is about taking on DIY noob clients, where I come up with really workable, custom solutions for a multifaceted [...]

temperance

tarot has been really clear, like a mirror catching every little thing going on in my life, so that’s interesting (not that i use it very much at all, but I can seem to tell when it will be clear or muddy the last couple times I sat down with it). came up with a [...]