2009 July

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Blogs for TIs and Covert Harassment Activists

I’m announcing the launching of TI Collective, a blog network for TIs and Covert Harassment activists. You can sign up for your own blog site and start blogging, posting videos, pics, etc. Blog owners have total control over the style and content of their sites. There are several themes you can choose to style [...]


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rage against the machine

before my head explodes – must stop trying to figure out this [unrelated database issue with a site that is totally fucked until I figure it out] IMPOSSIBLE thing. that i keep giving just one more try… let go and all that…. today’s song: Kindergarten [< listen] “Folklore: nobody’s supposed to believe in the next grade WRITE IT [...]


waxing bummer.

what is a depression? what is the reality of feeling bad, or those repercussions that radiate from the essence of being depressed? The typically uncaring and indifferent pass by these sad specimen all the time in as bustling an urban landscrape as the one in which I seem to inhabit. the attentions of any one person are mild and passive unless the circumstances provoke completely different responses. such attempts at unwarranted attention are activities like car wrecks and any place cop cars are likely flash their bells and whistles. the street are rife with all kinds of intolerable entities as well as the downtrodden, and it is these creatures that one should have an eye for, using and abusing another’s misfortune. insinuating themselves to such a degree that their presence is purely parasitic for practical survival. attaching their soul-sucking …




Alchemical Manipulation

I feel like some sort of wizard with my new gizmo, energyxt…

A thumb drive with sequencing software and enough free space to save hours of music, drums samples, and hopefully more instrument patches….

I’m giving serious thought to setting aside the hard rock/metal genre for this… It’s easy as hell to write, just point and click, drag and drop….

I must say though, once I have a real handle on the software, I’ll be using it to create sonic backdrops to live guitar and bass.  The wonderful thing is the ability to sequence beats then copy/paste them as needed… No more dealing with subpar acoustic drum recordings and the fact that the beats I hear in my head I lack the ability to play live.  I never said I was a drummer damnit, and drummers around here all suck for one …




Quote of the Month; July….2009

“Every man has inside himself a parasitic being who is acting not at all to his advantage.”
~ William S. Burroughs; writer and artist.




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Summertime

Summer is going well, with all its extra fun and challenges. Tristan is here and so I’ve found ways to interject lots of online gaming into my work schedule. Of course I wish he was here much more often and think the system is obviously flawed -parents with equal rights to parent should have equal [...]


Little Monsters.

At Holy Poke Elementary, the games were not always in fun. A teacher might piss off some of the faculty, or perhaps just some of the students, either way meant terrible consequences. The little monsters were not partial toward Jesus or priests or even God itself. Torture and corruption were hallmarks of the manipulated system that Holy Poke had become. The errant ways of children became a hobby for most of the staff here, either tolerant and accepted, or mean and despised. The children only saw a black and white contrast to the whole mess, and it was murky at best to get a good glimpse of the faculty’s real motivations.
Tolerance towards anyone was low on the priority list of students and staff alike, and when all-out war broke out between students and teachers, trust was irrevocably shattered for …




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the dreaming-body

“When we first sat down here to talk, I said that no rational assumptions should interfere with the actions of a seer,” he continued in a stern tone. “I knew that in order to reclaim what you’ve done, you’d have to do it in the level of awareness you are in now.’ He explained that I [...]