2008 May

a torment of frequencies.

You might think it is safe to be hard like a rock, but your ego betrays a lack of confidence in the self-esteem that is required to move about so freely. You can look into another face, and sense the animal alertness embedded in this flesh. You can read the signs of progress like a scout with a compass, but your initial thrust forward is hampered by an existence fettered by the material needs that substitute necessity. You can see yourself giving, but all you can do is take it as the world dishes it out to meet its tempers of equal pressure. The urge becomes too much for the being to endure, and as the light fades from the eyes, an embittered perspective takes the place of a mind open to any frequency that reaches the senses there. …




chaos haiku

the crawling things take no relent.
the stirrings of the possessed senses.
the protest of withered hands in function.
the machines take their roles in society.
the cost is too much to deny now.
the motion makes waves appear.
the friends are nowhere now.
the husks remain to play.
the games of discord.
what is the price paid for the creative mind?




Quote of the Month; May….2008

“In the sphere of thought, absurdity and perversity remain the masters of the world, and their dominion is suspended only for brief periods.”
~Arthur Schopenhauer; author and philosopher.




self’s Tarot trepidation – part two

first; Significator – prime energies manifest in life – Ten/Stones: richness (reversed) – meaning: delay. not appreciating material wealth and security.

second; representing of Air – spirit, process of thought, and influence of reason – Eight/Cups: failure – meaning: failure. arrogance and greed. accept help from others.

third; representing of Fire – motivation, creative energies, and influence of passions – Ten/Wands: oppression – meaning: oppression. depression. transformation from cruelty to liberation. possible fail.

fourth; representing of Water – emotions, meditations, and influence of love – the Hierophant (reversed) – social pressure. doctrines and ideas that have lost meaning. originality. gullibility.

fifth; representing of Earth – physical presence, position in life, and influence of the material world – Strength (reversed) – feeling blocked from one’s power. weak. overwhelmed. meditation or some form of relaxation may help restore strength.

sixth; bottom left of the Triangle – …